About Mark McCawley

A giant of Canadian underground literature, Mark McCawley has been editor/publisher of Urban Graffiti and Greensleeve Editions for the past twenty years. He is also an accomplished writer of his own fiction, which he describes as “transgressive and post-realist.” Mark McCawley, is the author of ten chapbooks of poetry and short fiction, most recently, Sick Lazy Fuck (Black Bile Press, 2009), Collateral Damage (Coracle Press, 2008), as well as Stories For People With Brief Attention Spans (1993) and Just Another Asshole: short stories (1994), both from Greensleeve Editions. His short fiction has also appeared in the anthologies: Burning Ambitions: The Anthology of Short-Shorts, edited by Debbie James (Toronto: Rush Hour Revisions, 1998) and Grunt & Groan: The New Fiction Anthology of Work and Sex, edited by Matthew Firth and Max Maccari (Toronto: Boheme Press, 2002).

Where the Exiles Go — The Canadian Literary Outlaw in a Conformist Culture

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For as long as I’ve been writing and publishing in Canada, the concept of a Canadian Literary Outlaw has always been something of a contradiction. Not that there hasn’t been Canadian Literary Outlaws to speak of, which, of course, there have always been. I think of those English-speaking writers who surrounded Montreal’s Contact Press in the 1950s — Louis Dudek, Raymond Souster and Irving Layton — who would went on to publish most of the important Canadian poets of the fifties and sixties, including Leonard Cohen‘s first book, Let Us Compare Mythologies, printed in 1956 while Cohen was still a student at Montreal’s McGill University. Then there were those poets surrounding the TISH journal started by George Bowering, Frank Davey, David Dawson, Jamie Reid and Fred Wah founded by student-poets at the University of British Columbia in 1961 and edited by a number of Vancouver poets until 1969. Then, of course, there is Victor Coleman, Coach House Press editor in chief between 1966 and 1975. His publications were, for me, a virtual education in Canlit.
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Trans-Canada Highway

for Angelina

Let’s turn off the ignition
lock the doors and coast this curved
highway until we stop
watch snow which splatters
sperm-like across the car windshield

The air is chilled with crisp echoes
announcing jazz and bluegrass
Our bodies twine like petrified branches
Your body heat unfurls
like a veil to my knees
I’m on fire
but your nipples are hard as pearls
between thumb and forefinger
cold as hailstones
I warm with my breath

We swell and burst and ball
all night to the buzz
of the Trans-Canada
By morning the battery is dead
and we’re long gone
trudging along a shoulder
snow stinging eyes as we smile

hitching for a ride
to the nearest motel

Memories of Jones — Subject Matter

The very first time I encountered the writings of Daniel Jones was in the Fall of 1989. I was accepting submissions for a small chapbook anthology of social/political poetry. Jones submission was the highlight of the lot (reprints of some of those submissions can be found in Urban Graffiti). It isn’t too often that an editor recognizes such talent and brilliance in a writer, and when he does, it’s a unique treat. I knew this was one writer I wanted to get to know.

Indeed, I was to discover that we had much, much more in common besides the written word alone. We both were recovering alcoholics as well as both recovering childhood physical and sexual abuse. It was little surprise that our writings were both so lyrical and incredibly allegorical as a means of piecing together such fragmented childhoods and early adulthood.

Jones was many things. A dishwasher, janitor, grill cook, dispatcher in a psychiatric hospital, landscaper, security guard, bookstore clerk, and arts administrator. These things were not simply what he did, they were who he was — Jones saw himself in these things he did, and everything he saw, everything he did, the people he knew, wound its way into everything that he wrote. Jones subject matter was his own life.

From the start, I considered him not just another writer and publisher, but a good friend. Even the hefty distance between Toronto and Edmonton proved to be no obstacle to our friendship. Our correspondences were lengthy and regular, full of honesty and understanding, humour and wit.

Many recovering alcoholics, as well as those recovering childhood physical and sexual abuse are almost 200% more likely to suffer clinical depression or bipolar depression, too. For me, it was clinical depression that lasted a dozen years before lifting. For Jones, it was a bipolar depression which never did. In his last few missives he complained how his medication had stop working, then his missives stopped arriving.

Of course, the news he’d committed suicide on February 14, 1994 at the age of 34 was a bitter pill to swallow for all who knew him.

Still, Daniel Jones left a wonderful legacy of work that revolved around himself and the city he both loved and loathed with equal measure.

Note: Photo of Jones (c) Sam Kanga

Philip Quinn — Outrageous But Beautiful

Whenever anyone asks me who my top transgressive Canadian writers happen to be, Philip Quinn is always at the top of that list. Hamilton-born, Quinn’s writing takes the familiar and makes it strange; then takes the strange and makes it quotidian. He is one of those few Canadian writers whose works are consistently transgressive and post-realist in its exploration of the urban experience. Quinn never shies away from exposing his character’s flaws or deviations, no matter how mundane, or outrageous, of pre-millennial and post-millennial middle-age male sexuality. I first published a short story of Quinn’s in Urban Graffiti X entitled, “Transformer“, and more recently at UG online with the publication of “Possessions“.

I recently had the chance to ask Quinn some questions concerning his writing and his opinion of the overall publishing environment, generally, in Canada, and for those writers of more transgressive and dangerous content, specifically.

ME: As a long time publisher of transgressive, postrealist fiction in Canada, I’ve often noted the publication of fiction which adheres closely to classic interpretations of the Canadian narrative myth “of Canadian literature, depicting people struggling against elemental and economic hardships”, while writers like yourself who challenge these myths by offering up exciting and more dynamic examples of how Canadians really are (not the complacent, unobtrusive image of ourselves much 20th Century Canlit fiction has relied) have found markets and publishers (and perhaps even agents, too) a consistently limited commodity. Perhaps based in the commodity concept of the modern novel, itself, novelists and fiction writers who do not rock the cultural boat, in Canada, are more easily rewarded for their efforts (albeit dull and woefully unadventurous fiction) through sales and awards. That said, what are your thoughts? Agree or disagree? And what reward and validation do you find amid a culture which finds any writing which is remotely transgressive something to be marginalized?
 
PQ: I often call it the Can/Lit factory, a production line churning out a standardized product, easily marketable and consumable. Really, only a handful of agents and editors control access to it. There are the feeder lines: the MFA programs, some of the so-called smaller presses who really just mimic the same kind of product. Now it’s an okay product, even good in some ways, the writing polished, the plotlines usually well-structured, the emotional pay-off almost guaranteed. Imaginative? Just like cars and clothes from the 80s have a certain look, a lot of the fiction and stories being created now have a stylistic and thematic sameness. Of course this is a generalization and there are individual authors who are worth reading. Though to paraphrase that Viet Nam-era air cavalry slogan, I’d rather write my own stuff and let God sort it out.

ME: Can you tell me something about your association with Gutter Press? And others? It seems even in the world of the subsidized Canadian small presses, publishers of brave and courageous fiction titles are still unfortunately short lived — both in print runs, reprints, and the longevity of the press, itself.
 
PQ: Gutter Press certainly had its moments publishing interesting fiction such as Derek McCormack‘s Wish Book. No one else would have published my collection of short fiction called Dis Location, Stories After the Flood. So I was able to write about these floods where babies drown and misfits roam the resulting wasteland in a very non-sentimental, non-traditional way. But Gutter ultimately suffered from the constraint that most small presses struggle with, a lack of resources. In general small press books often go ignored because of occasionally sloppy editing (or they look like they’ve been put together with cheap glue on a kitchen table) and poor execution of getting the word out. Because these books don’t usually attract the same number of reviews as books published through the Can/Lit production line, they have little chance of elbowing their way onto the shelves of the bookstores, or if they do, then once the handful of copies are sold off, that’s it, unless the author makes a personal request for the bookstore to re-order. It’s unlikely that the Literary Press Group, (a distributor widely used by small presses) will follow-up or even the press itself. Is it not better that a small press burn out publishing one or two great books that very few initially read than slowly rust out grabbing its share of government grants and mediocrity?

ME: On a more personal note, your fiction and poetry has possessed this dark thread of urban, male sexuality which weaves throughout your books? As a theme in modern Canadian fiction, urban male sexuality is barely touched upon — except, perhaps, as fodder for coming of age novels (i.e. within ‘The Street’ by Mordecai Richler; ‘Return Fare’ by John Lane). How important is this exploration of male sexuality to you as part of your overall work?
 
PQ: Urban male sexuality is certainly front and centre in my novel, The Skeleton Dance. I’ve read or come across, numerous explorations of sexuality in its various heterosexual, homosexual forms but rarely that ambiguous sexuality that troubled the main character, Robert Walker who is equally ill at ease with men and women. In my novel, The Double, Augustus Pollard dressed up as Jackie Kennedy and as a nun, and even wore a chador. He created a model of his mother’s womb and re-borned himself. I suspect that this blurring of sexual identity that appears to be occurring across many cultures is a result of the chemicals in the environment that mimic female hormones and are making it a struggle for even male alligators to have properly formed testes. Paradoxically, these chemicals are creating uber-women who will eventually roam the cities and night clubs anally raping men with their gigantic clitorises. In truth, The Skeleton Dance was a first novel that I couldn’t find a publisher for back in the ’80s when I first wrote it. So a lot of the concerns about friendship and fucking and what was queer were issues that I had wrestled with back then. I probably compromised the original vision I had for it in the somewhat hybrid version submitted to Anvil Press. Every work I’ve ever written I’ve compromised to a degree because there are these voices that restrain: who will publish this if I really go in that direction and of course, who will actually want to read it. Most of us want to be liked and acknowledged. It’s high school all over again, we’re on stage in the auditorium hoping for applause, a lit award or two, and a splash of money. I’m trying to whittle down the compromising. Right now, poetry offers me the best platform for the fewest compromises. At least that’s my current feeling.
 
ME: Where do you see your fiction evolving from this point in your career?
 
PQ: At different points I’ve wanted in on the Can/Lit production line. I wanted an agent. I wanted a multi-national publisher. I wanted the buzz. But I’m not inherently a self-promoter. The work matters more to me than the branding and career building. I don’t teach, review other writers work, and feel nausea at the thought of socializing at book launches. Each year, the various writing programs turn out hundreds of graduates. As in the music industry and in some of the other arts, there’s literally too much product, cramming the Internet, cramming the bookstores, popping out of e-book readers, product that basically looks and reads much the same way. The only way to address that is to move into areas no one else is writing about and to write as well as one can. My challenge is not to try to improve on the current models but to push into frequently weird areas that no one else would touch with that proverbial ten-foot Pole (a hell of basketball player though).
 
As Melville said: “It is better to fail in originality, than to succeed in imitation.” So that’s my constant challenge to myself. Not to be afraid of failure (and to accept the very real risk of never finding a publisher) and to create something outrageous but beautiful too in its own deformed, malignant way.
 
I leave you with this final quote: “He that desires to print a book, should much more desire to be a book.” ~John Donne

Philip Quinn lives in Toronto and online at www.philipquinn.ca.

Published Books:

Dis Location, Stories After the Flood (Gutter Press 2000)
The Double, a novel. (Gutter Press 2003)
The SubWay (BookThug 2008)
The Skeleton Dance, a novel (Anvil Press 2009)

Upcoming:

Dead Language Echo (BookThug 2012)

Sick Lazy Fuck

Sick. Lazy. Fuck.

Three small words.

Like “Get A Life.”
Or “Sick of You.”
Or “I’m Moving On.”
Or “You Should, Too.”
Simple words.
Like “I Hate You.”
Or “I Never Really Loved You.”
Or “I Never Did.”
Or “Thank God We Never Had Children.”
But those three small words, they cut the deepest. The first two like the blade of a double-edged knife. The last one, the handle she stuck in with a twist. Three words: three exclamation points ending the sentence that was our marriage.
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Matthew Firth — My Kinda Suburban Pornographer

“A guided tour through an urban menagerie peopled by society’s outcasts, truants, and misfits — adrift in a sea of humanity, putting in time, but cursed from the start. Their only solace found in booze, casual sex, mysterious rituals, and the mass media. Raw and unpretentious…”

I wrote that blurb for the back cover of Firth’s first collection of short stories, Fresh Meat (Rush Hour Revisions, 1997).

In much the same way as my own, Firth’s fiction challenged Canadian stereotypes as being “typically friendly” and Canada “a comfycosy place to live and breathe.” Indeed, the Canadian novels we were both raised on largely spoon-fed us this frontier and wilderness myth of Canadian literature, depicting people struggling against elemental and economic hardships which simply had no more basis anymore in Canadian post-realist experience.

Firth’s stories and characters, drawn from his own urban experiences, and his own urban epiphanies, reveal the urban working class and below “as they really, truly are” not in some Bukowski-esque glorification as so many Canlit reviews have attempted to categorize Firth’s fiction, but “how people live, how they find comfort and release in sex, the bottle, or in some minor diversion…”

From almost the first time we met back in the mid-1990s, Firth had been a kindred writing and publishing spirit. His magazine, Front & Centre, now approaching its 25th issue, had long been the only other magazine in Canada publishing transgressive, post-realist, dangerous fiction alongside my litzine, Urban Graffiti. His Black Bile Press series of one-off chapbooks are quite reminiscent of Anne Turyn’s Top Top Stories.

Read Firth’s short fiction, “Life During War Time”, recently posted on Urban Graffiti.

Matthew Firth has been a cook in a soup kitchen, a garbage man, and an asphalt raker. He currently edits Front & Centre Magazine. He is the author of Fresh Meat (Rush Hour Revisions, 1997), Can You Take Me There, Now? (Boheme Press, 2001), and Suburban Pornography & Other Stories (Anvil Press, 2006). A new collection, entitled Shag Carpet Action, nine stories and a novella, is forthcoming in October, 2011, from Anvil Press. He was born and raised in Hamilton – which might very well have something to do with his transgressive literary tendencies. He lives in Ottawa.

Literary Outlaws, Bad Asses & Underground Writers

“…true Unbearables realize that there is nothing to sell out other than that

overstocked warehouse of lost dreams we’ve all been carrying on

our backs for so long they’ve taken on the aura of that immortal

5000-pound monkey-demon of yonder yore, copulating without

protection in the soft grey matter loitering around upstairs.”

—Mike Golden

“Working Without a Net: Intro to Unbearables”, p.9

Unbearables, Autonomedia, Brooklyn, 1995.

“…the age-old voice of the road, the voice of the traveler,

the outcast, the thief, the whore, the same voice that was heard

in Villon’s Paris, in the Rome of Petronius.”

—William S. Burroughs

“If you look a dog in the eye too intently,

it may recite an astounding poem to you. You

might have been mad for a long time and have

realized it only at that moment.”

—Jean Genet,

Funeral Rites, Grove, p.150

 

 

Believe me, the irony of blogging for Sensitive Skin Magazine is not lost on me. Twenty years after its initial publication, I still have many of the PDF files of those brilliant early issues lurking on my hard drive. Every generation has its own literary bad asses, its literary outlaws. For me, those bad ass writers, poets, and artists — the Unbearables —  who appeared in the early pages of Peau Sensible are the literary outlaws of my generation.

While much of the fiction and poetry of the 1980s and 90s was hopelessly mired in post-modernist trickery and the increasing Disneyfication of reality — these bad ass writers and literary outlaws ripped the reader’s blinders off, revealing the social, sexual, and cultural disintegration beneath the glossy media bombardments being plastered at them on a daily basis. Brought up on a heavy diet of Pierre Berton, Farley Mowat, and Janey Canuck books, I was hooked. And inspired.

Still, getting my hands on the zines, magazines, and small press publications the Unbearables work appeared in, though, was another matter entirely. I would order copies of Peau Sensible, RedTape, publications from Semiotext(e) and Autonomedia, but these orders would never arrive. Soon I would discover that Canada Customs were seizing my orders at the border and destroying them as being offensive to Canadian moral sensibilities.

Canadian moral sensibilities. I was flabbergasted. How could a Canadian Custom’s agent determine that Louis-Ferdinand Celine, William S. Burroughs, and Jean Genet were acceptable to Canadian moral sensibilities — and bart plantenga, Ron Kolm, Darius James, Emily XYZ, and Bonny Finberg were not? I was left scratching my head. But not for very long.

I decided if I couldn’t order their writings or publications into Canada, I would publish similar literary bad asses within Canada’s borders, and dare Customs (or any government agency for that matter) to stop me. My litzine, Urban Graffiti, was born. That was July, 1993. After eleven paper-based issues, Urban Graffiti went online this past May, 2011.

After 18 years, I’m still publishing the best literary outlaws, literary bad asses, and underground writers and artists I can find North of the 49th. In this blog, I intend to share the most transgressive of those along with what Broken Pencil magazine calls “the ugly, the depressing, the sexy, the funny and the fucked up.”